The past few weeks have been a whirlwind of experiences and insights, offering both challenges and opportunities.
Recently, I had the pleasure of attending the Storytelling for Health and Wellbeing Conference in Cardiff, Wales. Over two enlightening days, I immersed myself in discussions about the transformative power of storytelling in health and social services, especially for those navigating mental health issues.
It was both humbling and inspiring to hear medical professionals express their concerns about the term “mental health issues,” noting that much of what they encounter post-pandemic is often anxiety-driven, a reflection of our collective shift from what was once considered normal.
As I prepare for the upcoming Storytellers of the Future conference in Bulgaria, these reflections on storytelling’s impact resonate deeply. Both conferences came into my orbit as part of an application for a personal development grant from the Arts Council of England. Despite knowing there’s only a 20% chance of receiving this grant, I’ve committed my own funds, driven by the conviction that these experiences are crucial for my growth as a storyteller.
The uncertainty of funding is nerve-wracking, especially considering the financial strain it places on me, but the potential for personal and professional enrichment makes the gamble worthwhile.
The financial worry is compounded by broader reflections on my identity and career. There’s been a surge of dialogue on social media about working-class actors, and it’s stirred something within me. Despite my privileged education and training at prestigious drama schools, I’ve always identified as working class.
I’m proud of my northern roots and the hard work that has paved my path, but I’m determined not to let labels define me or my journey. Being neurodivergent with dyslexia is part of who I am, but I don’t want these aspects to be seen as reasons for sympathy or as leverage for opportunities. It frustrates me when others use these labels to gain a foothold, and it adds to the pressure I feel in my quest for the next acting role, in nurturing ‘the story pilgrim’, and in striving for personal fulfilment.
What keeps me grounded amidst these pressures is the realisation that my endeavours—be it the newsletter, the blog, or the podcast—are not just about career advancement but are deeply tied to my personal growth and my connection to the world. They remind me that, despite the financial uncertainties and societal expectations, I am fortunate to have good health, a decent standard of living, and the freedom to pursue what I love.
Life’s journey is replete with ups and downs, but with every step, I am learning, evolving, and finding my way.
